22 December 2009
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14 December 2009
His mixtape gon be droppin soon, so STAY TUNED for more from CyroHaze.
Download "Fast Life Flow" NOW!
21 November 2009
18 November 2009
17 November 2009
"I ain't goin' to no damn St. John's versus Brown game! The only brown I know is Henny."
15 November 2009
13 November 2009
12 November 2009
Life without sex might be safer but it would be unbearably dull. It is the sex instinct which makes women seem beautiful, which they are once in a blue moon, and men seem wise and brave, which they never are at all. Throttle it, denaturalize it, take it away, and human existence would be reduced to the prosaic, laborious, boresome, imbecile level of life in an anthill.
09 November 2009
Being that we're from the DMV, I think it's pretty safe to say that our style shits on most people's, and females can only admire. THERE IS NO WAY FOR ANYONE TO COPY THE DMV STYLE. What we do is unique to us, just like go-go is unique to us. The bright colors and crazy patterns, that's us. The bras and vests, that's us.
What I think people fail to understand is this: we do what we do because we can. We dress the way we do because we KNOW we look good. My answer to it is "confidence is the key to swag." You can't successfully jack someone's swag. EVER. Because that ain't your thing. Get your confidence up, feel good about what you wear. Even if people going on your style, rock it like you the baddest broad walkin. This goes for fellas too.
It's understandable for yall to admire our style. But don't you dare ever copy.
Imitation is damn near impossible. & duplication? Please. In your dreams.
03 November 2009
My darling Janice Blemur, better known as Jan, is an "endangered species." A woman who takes care of her business. She's one of VERY few people I know that are successful multitaskers, taking on the task of going to school full-time and maintaining a 4.0, working part-time, AND hosting groups of friends in her house often. She currently holds the title of Miss Black & Gold for St. John's Alpha chapter, and she's going for the state title this week. She even convinced me to chill out with some of my "bad habits" until I get my grades in check. *Round of applause*
19 October 2009
I'm finally adjusted to college life in NY, so now I can address something that everyone has been questioning me about....
Yes I did cut my hair.. some time in September I think. People keep asking (as if it's not apparent in my pictures, lls) so I decided to let you all know.
- Why I did it? idk... I've always been a random person. & I like to do different stuff. I thought about doing it before, but i decided to finally ACT on it. The color.. that was my friend's idea, but i LOVE it just the same.
- Do I feel different? YES! I felt empowered after doing it. I felt like I was a tad bit different from other females who use their hair as a crutch, making up for other flaws they may find in themselves. I don't have anything left to hide behind!
- Am I gonna keep it like this? As of now, most likely. I was planning on locking my hair once it was all natural, but now I'm too attached to the baldness. lol
I think this cut fits me very well, & my blonde "skidmark" sets it off just right with a lil bit of personality.
I now see my hair as a part of my identity. & I'm proud to wear this crown. =]
19 August 2009
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09 August 2009
The girl that made that mistake. I said it would never, no, could never be me. That turned around to bite me in the ass. Karma.
As a little girl I once wished that I would fall in love. Damn those fairy tales. Filling my head with false hopes... that I could actually find love... a love that loved me back. Guess I should've been more careful with my wishes.
I lost something real... that had potential... all because i fell for your act. Well, take your bow. You entertained the fool. Shame on me.
All I ever asked of you was honesty. Truth. My mistake, I thought you could handle that.
Sharing of horoscopes. Pet names. I was your "Abby," you were my "Chowder." Ha! Cute.
My friends slandered your name, knowing you were no good for me. Did I listen? NO. Even your friends knew it wouldn't work. I wanted to prove them wrong. What I didn't realize was that I had lost the fight before it even begun.
"She's just a friend" Ha! .... 6 years. And that's it? Nah slim. I ain't that dumb. I told you once before, I know more than you think. But not only did i play dumb, I played the fool.
"Why are you so concerned with other girls?" Because I knew... deep down... that I was never really what you wanted. But why? Why keep me around? That's what I just couldn't understand.
"Baby you my heart." Ha! I believed that too. I give you one thing. You're a pretty good liar.
How do you lie about love? Played with my emotions. Did you ever once feel any guilt? Did you ever really care?.....
Was I really that weak? From what? Your smile... your touch... you did something to me. You led me to believe that you cared. All the walls, I let them down... I let you in... even knowing your past. Foolish of me.
"Single Again. Back on the prowl." That status I made. It was a joke. But the tears I shed that night... were real. The tears that I shed now.... You cried too. Those tears, like your love.... were a lie.
I begged for your forgivness. You? Forgive me? Backwards little me. I can't believe you almost had me thinking it was my fault.
I stuck around. Thinking I could make you love me. I should've known better. I tried to ignore... deny it... until it was just too obvious. In my face. Too obvious to ignore.
I should've let go sooner. When the texts became fewer... shorter. When the calls stopped coming... When our late night convos became... non-existant.
My love gave you too much power: the power to hurt me. You left me long before I had finally decided to let go. Heartbroken. But not lost...
"Empower Your Being." Tatted on my side. A reminder that I must love me before I expect someone else to. Self-love is the best love.
I will always cherish the original misconception I had of you....
"I love you." Ha! The funnest joke you could've ever told me.
08 August 2009
I guess it's about time I started blogging. I'm pretty sure Twitter is tired of my numerous tweets, back-to-back about my life. haha! I am the most complex of simple people that you will probably ever meet. It doesn't take much to please me, and from my demeanor you would never think that there is so much on my mind. And from the way I interact with people everyday you would never think that I could possibly have such a heavy heart.
So here I am. Blogging to the world. My life is an open book now. A diary that each reader holds the key to. If I am able to reach out to & connect with anyone through my words, I will be happy. I know how hard it is for some of us to convey the complex thoughts that cloud our minds. And express the conflicting emotions that overtake our hearts. So for all of you who feel how I feel, I'll be your voice.